so I’m reading over the entries I wrote late last night and early today. And I’m like what was I on? Or was I very tired and had mood swings. It’s the second one.  Yea I’m still tired. Plus I’m listening to this crazy music that is getting my brain flowing. Or something. What?  Hahahahha. *Dies down laughter* I feel like reading this inspirational story or something. I remember my dad letting me get books but I don’t anymore. So I’m like stuck with the classics. Oh well they’re good anyways. I’ve been thinking I should join more communities and actually add some of my interests on my livejornal but then that defeats the purpose of getting to know someone..getting to know me. But what if you first meet me because we have a common interest(s). well I guess I will or something like that add some of my interest. I guess. Right?
hah I’m so bored I’m listening to Michelle Branch? All right lets talk about my ex-boyfriend because I write songs about him and my other ex-es . lol just kidding I guess I’m alright with MB and I will admit I do listen to her songs I also listen to Avril Lavinge every once in a while. blagh never drink orange juice right after you brush your teeth. It’s going to be tangy. Like right now. I also found this shirt which I think it’s so funnnyyyy… of course because I can also find humor and love it when people smile and laugh.  Anyways you’ll laugh.
OK well I’m reading people interests and they say they like this music but I don’t know. Do they really like this music or are they use to it? Maybe I shouldn’t question this. Anyone can fool you.
you know I’m kind of happy that people are like wearing Hollister and like Abercrombie and Fitch clothes because it leaves me with the trends like UO and like the boutiques .the trendy ness. Hahah I think the name “the trendy ness” actually most of my best gal pals are trendy. Which it’s awesome.  But oh well think. I’m thinking. Look my font just changed that is so weird. Very weird. It’s also changing my words because I’m spelling them wrong. Fqhawsgdas. Haha HomestarRunner.  People with sad souls should watch those shows.
Lets not judge anyone shall we even though we care. They have good smiles. They have compassion. No bloody evil bad thingies. Wait what?
I’m wondering why I’m writing something so far gone from my topic of what I’m going to do.
Alicia is leaving…no fair I’m going to miss her. I’m making her something out of oil paints hopefully I’ll get around to it. She should be appreciated. I’ll miss her. Sorry I couldn’t make the party mean parents won’t play.
oh yea I made my hurricane charley shirt but I’m not finished I still need the palm tree. I feel like buying those iron ons- those will be awesome I think. Because I make the most awesome-ist graphics. Hahha. I feel like listening to the matches. Ohh. Goody. Hah. Ok well I’m off to go do something constructive like my math homework? . pfft. Yea ok.
oh yea Friends lets not leave each other. Or go distant with our friendship shall we?
I would hate that.
~VL
wait i lied my font didn't change it was just on bold.

So Thurday’s afternoon sky it was red. Not the red-ish red strawberry red- but this soft toned red. It was beautiful and unblieveable. It was like from a movie. Of course iwas left alone at home and I’m in the study  typing away listening with music playing and there’s the sky. Only if like a ray of  sun shine split it in half and exploaded it would even be more beautiful. Wouldn’t it? Can’t you just picture it? Then splashes of blues and colors would feel the picture.  The colors. The smell. The timing. The moment. It seems you can view this with anyone even if you’re all alone…

Date:	2004-08-19 23:50
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	bjdfkdhigoeagjkfelg;a
Music:	Screeching Weasel

So I’m like crying right now. I think I’m really depressed. I don’t know the reason. I don’t feel all bubbly it’s like I want to be but why do I need to cover it. So I can make people not be in a depressed mood? ahh that’s the reason. Maybe I am depressed oh well I don’t give a fuck I’m going to enjoy life. Wait what I don’t make sense. Huh? Well anyways I think I might stick with this daily thing so people won’t get confused about this thingy. Wait what? Ok.I don’t think I’m depressed. Lol hah I don’t know what I’m feeling. I’m having mood swings. Hahahahah. Sorry all . but I just think when I think about something there’s a  possibility it makes me cry. That’s it. Hah.  Or something. But I think I defiantly have mood swings. Or something. Well when the phone rang it was “trouble maker” shame on him he shouldn’t be calling this late. Shame.
I think I like helping people. Helping out what people are missing.
I also love ducks. You cry like a depressed cow. Cellular phone. That’s only because I’m foreign you don’t understand me.  Do you understand? Didn’t think so. Well like okay I’m bored oh yea here’s that picture of Tommy boy (emo-kid‘s ska friend)  Seho said he looks like he’s 10 years old. He’s a bit young look-ish but still a little cute.  he would be the one  on the right? yeah that's tommy boy alright and the one on the left is Ryan is it tommy or michelle who ever responds first?  alright i have to go sense there isn't much to to talk about it.. ah what a boring life i live. lol ~VL

Hey lets all be ditzy. That would be really odd. What is it that make people piss me off or I’m so -whatever- I can’t stand anyone?  It could be second one. I can’t blame anyone  only myself . anyways I’ll solve it out. I have my ups and down. Wow I seem very emo. I’m only 14 and I have these emotions? Huh. Well it’s never to young to have these emotions people thinking they know about these feelings okay..we’re not to young or to old to have these feelings. Whatever I don’t know why I put that maybe because I’m thinking what people thoughts would be when they read this or how I would act if I read this in someone’s live journal. But today I woke up fell asleep woke up feel asleep woke up fell asleep woke up – woke up my dad (he fell asleep)- then I fell asleep woke up and watched televison went online and stayed on for a while. I called  “troublemaker” and he was like bot  * phone rings* I’ll post some more later
~VL

Date:	2004-08-14 14:54
Subject:	BORED.and cold
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold
Music:	Limbeck

Hey everyone hope everybody is safe. Hopefully.
well there isn't and damage to thte house but the plants around it. my dad is pretty mad that the papaya tree is knocked down so is the banana tree. so there's also three more hurricanes coming. so yea. hope every one is safe.
but like i'm bored.

 
as you can see. Cameron Brad and I were suppose to go to the movies but instead we stayed home because it was raining.  Movie night Friday people.  i think.
but yea ASHLEE SIMPSON POSE!
hey it's not the greatest but oh well. hah.
*sings* monday i am ..blah blah blah. i don't rememeber the song but hey who cares?
the only person who should remember the words to the song would be ashlee herself.
Oh yea if anyone who remembers that stalker person from the mall he goes to my school! OH NO! da da DEM! hopefully he won't recongnize me because i'm not going to smile. hah.
well i'll post later.
~VL

Date:	2004-08-12 19:46
Subject:	GIRLS ONLY!
Security:	Public
Mood:	blaghefds

Beauty is more than regular features, shiny hair and a stunning figure. Beautiful girls are not necessarily perfect-looking -they are just perceived that way by others. What is their secret? What makes a girl beautiful? What makes her stand out from the crowd, even if her features are not always that striking?

I always have, and still do, believe, that beauty is being physically attractive to others. I do not use the term 'inner beauty' -to me, that is just having a good character.

However, I also believe that to be physically attractive, even beautiful, a person does not necessarily have to resemble a fashion model or a movie star.

Some girls are blessed with the classic good looks that society admires. Girls like this will always be considered beautiful, regardless of their character. It is a fact -they have been born that way.

Then, we have the 'beauties' who are not truly that stunning. Some of these girls may have a big, or crooked teeth, or may even be quite ordinary...so what makes people look twice at them and say, 'Wow! She's gorgeous!'?

Let me give you a few examples.

I had a friend who was ordinarily pretty -she had some pretty features and some plain ones. For a long time, one never really noticed her. She just an ordinary girl. And then one day, out of the blue, she look exquisite. New clothes, her natural curls framing her face, the sunlight playing on her skin, a serenity in her eyes...I will never forget how beautiful she looked that day. This girl had more days like this, when she glowed, her best features on display. On other days, she became that ordinary girl again.

The next example is myself. I consider myself quite average-looking. I have learnt that attitude can change the way in which others perceive you. On many days, I would put my head down, feeling unattractive and messy. On other days, my smile would appear, my earrings would dangle and there was a spring in my step. On these days, people would often tell me how beautiful I was. The truth is, I am no great beauty. So how did it come to be that others believed that I was gorgeous?

The secret is knowing knowing yourself. Look at yourself in the mirror and discover your body. Know your beauty and be aware of your flaws. Learn to hide or improve your weaker features.

The secret is to play up those beautiful feautres once you have discovered them and to force your insecurities to the back of your mind. If you have fabulous legs, flaunt them in a skirt. If you have pretty eyes, enhance them with some make-up. Gorgeous long hair? Shake it loose and let it flow. And so on.

The secret is being comfortable with who you are -and what you're wearing. Long flashy earrings make me feel good. If tight jeaens are up your alley, buy some! If a tracksuit will do, wear it...

Believe me. Once a girl knows that she possesses beauty, enhances it and is comfortable with herself, she truly begins to acquire that glow. She believes in herself and the world believes in her too. They all realise that she is beautiful.

I believe that we all have at least one ttractive feature. I also believe that we have 'beautiful days'. Sometimes, for some reason, our best features, really stand out so much that they overpower our less good ones and for day, we really are very pretty. I know this from observing girls in my class -they all have at least one great feature and at some point or other, they have all looked really pretty.

So, you may not be model-gorgeous but you can be perceived as beautiful too. The key is knowing yourself, believing in yourself and being yourself.

i need more friends that are interesting.
no offense.

Date:	2004-08-12 16:58
Subject:	Hitler has a moustache.
Security:	Public
Mood:	crappy
Music:	Fall back Down- Rancid

uhh i met Hitler yesterday.

Date:	2004-08-06 19:23
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah
Music:	my chemical romance?

HAHHAHAH~ yea so okay. i was listening to this kick ass song but didn't get to see the title oh well. now i'm listening to whatever is on the Yahoo Radio. So i'm in this Chat room with cameron and Brad - they seemed to be bored. they want to have a sleepover. isn't that great?

yea my house please anywhere else my parents would say "NO!" haha. i don't know why i'm typing this but oh well. Hey! hahahahahahahahahahaahaha. yea.

i'm making this card for peter hopefully it would be good.
it's his Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! yea. internet.hahahaha.
blaghdfsdfdsf.dfjksdhogkldfsgdf.
I;m thinking about hosting movie night every friday so it's really cheap for everybody. hahah. except you have to pay a doller to come in.lol jk. anyways. no life what so ever so i'm on the computer 24/7 well i have to go tto school but fuck that. hhaahahahaha.
new people everyday i meet.
Jason=Jamie/
Matt like Christina.
etc. exciting. hahahah. Stupid Freshmans.ouch my mom just hit me someone call child abuse
she's hitting me!!
Ahh well she's gone now. she doesn't like me cussing but i do it anyways.
i re- BELL! hahaha update later tired of this shit

Date:	2004-08-05 15:11
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	aching
Music:	Dinner at the movies? - TEN

* sarcasm--> excited freshman with too much confidence saying* " LIke OMG! FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL LIKE OMG I'm GOING to get hurt and PUSHED around" lol that's funniy shit right there. People we shouldn't live in levels we should all be equal.  Blagh. Whatever. I guess it wasn't bad. 1st period was with Day? yea i guess anyways well she seems she was like on something she was quite funny. But i did have good friends in first period which was good as always.
3rd OMG! dude. i have my brother's ex-girlfriend in that class. i was that couldn't be. FUCK! Blagh. so then like after 60 mintues. i'm like blagh. FUCK FUCK FUCK. lol. look at me i didn't even hear these words from anyone at highschool. SO i'm like saying it for them. hahah. anyways. 5th blagh.
whatever this is shit i don't feel like typing about school. i think i'm hating about what i do daily. it's shit. but whatever. sometimes it's good, sometimes it's not. i think  my new saying when everything is a "pisser" hehehe. i'm going to say " Fuck them" or something "blank(word) them" . THANK YOU DIANA.
i don't know why i just felt like saying that. THANK YOU RACHAEL _ LAUREN_ LORRYN_STEPH_! ODn't know why i'm just so bored.hahha muahaha. alright so anyways i'm getting Michelle for her birthday a cd... Elliot Smith or Bright eyes.. and please comment.  on which one i should buy. or maybe i'll just go with Bright eyes.
but so yea. i'll post later i don't feel like posting anymore. So LAZY! PLus my ear is gushing out blood. so eww.
~Vl aka ZOMBIE SHEEP!

Date:	2004-08-04 18:58
Subject:	Angry for no reason and not okay and i won't tell her
Security:	Public
Mood:	angry
Music:	Bobby's voice on the phone.

http://store.puma.com/pumaUSStore/zoom.asp?file=/catalog/products/34063414.fpx
i think this link would work i don't know.
but these are the shoes i got on monday.
and i'm wearing these tomorrow. yup. so i'm talking to lauren and shes freaking about what she should wear tomorrow.
hahah. I'm sorry Lauren.
but hey i don't know what wrong with my other computer it's like spazzing out whenever i try to post. so i'm like fuck that i'll make you jealous by going on to the other computer. haha.
so yea birthday was Sunday thank you Everybody for caring so much to say Happy Birthday.

 Thank you Emo -KId and Lauren for your wonderful creations.
They are so awsome oh yea.
the 1st one to say Happy birthday was
RACHAEL~!
2nd Michelle
3rd Lauren
4th Drew
5th Amber
6th Ben
7th Jake
8th my mom
9th Faye 
10th Diana
11th Seho
12th Lisa
13th tommy
14th Brian
15th Stephanie or Lorryn
16th Lorryn or Stephanie
17th Mrs. Miller
18th DiRTy KID
and there could be a few others but don't remember
But it's so awsome to know that people care.
Love all.
i don't feel like posting anymore i'm getting lazy.
lol probabaly because of this influence i have on the phone.
~VL
I'm 14! Yay~
See all at school except some : (

Date:	2004-07-31 21:51
Subject:	"Spray on ANTI-SKANK spray on your guy , today!"
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy
Music:	BR& New

so yea tomorrow is my birthday more likely i won't be posting because i haven't been switching computer back and forth i have been mostly in the Study scanning my pictures and uploading them. and the study's computer doesn't like all work when i try to post so i'm like fuck that.
anyways michelle's mom gave me a birthday lunch. it was quite delicious. THANK YOU MICHELLE'S MOM - SUEI AND MICHELLE. THANK YOU ALSO FOR THE PRESENT I MEAN THE 1st part of my present.
But like anyways today was a good day. Sorry i haven't been posting lately either.
I have entries but like i didn't post it it's saved on my disks somewhere.
i'll post them later.
but like i have so much to post i think i'll post it later because i'm sick of posting right now.
and i'm trying to i-m people all at once.
Later

~VL
turning the big 1 4 !

Date:	2004-07-22 21:40
Subject:	blank.. the old cow, does the bull still want her?
Security:	Public
Mood:	morose
Music:	hellogoodbye~ dear Jamie.

yea okay. school? umm i need to go shopping that's it.
~VL
p.s i'm cold.

Date:	2004-07-21 19:26
Subject:	time to go back for school?
Security:	Public
Mood:	rejected
Music:	The Ataris

Summer is leaving no come back I say COME BACK! Damn you summer why don’t you come back. Now school oh no the terror. Heheheh I’m so dramatic aren’t I? Anyways I don’t know how many weeks till summer ends. Possibly like 1? So everyone has been asking me if I got my schedule frankly I don’t really care if I got it or not. I hope I get lost on my first day of school. Oh yea anybody wanna share a locker? So I haven’t gone shopping or anything else for school. Hah. Funny I really need to go shopping.  I think I’m going to have a mod style for school or something or even don’t care about what I wear to school and concentrate on my education? Well what ever I do I’ll make the mistake of doing something.
oh yea an unexpected call came from Mr. Bartley. He’s my hoe and I’m his pimp daddy for now on.
have to motor.

~VL
p.S this message is to summer
Dear Summer please come back i love you come back please. I don't want our relationship to end. I love you.
 <3 Annie lol

Date:	2004-07-18 01:03
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	giggly
Music:	saint and sailors D/C

Man today was a sucker I was suppose to go to Jordan’s party slash go to Michelle’s, but I didn’t I can still go right now I mean it’s still going on but I don’t feel like I should go party with a backstabbing laotion so let me tell you more about this guy he lives in our house for one year he moves out and then talks to the neighbors and about my dad. I mean I don’t like my dad but you don’t talk shit behind his back to other Laotions when it’s going to effect me. That’s just shit.  Because once other laotions hear it from another laotion they will be like “ Oh you can’t hang out with her she has bad influence” it’s like totally wrong. Goodness that Laotion even has a criminal record. He also smokes and drinks like a whole lot. Whatever screw that.
Anyways Sorry Michelle for not coming over and I thought you were going to call me back.
So anyways since I stayed home I was like “hmm..maybe I should call Dk” my sister then comes up and says “ Oh yea he called yesterday” I was like okay now I need to return his call because  I had nothing else to do. So I called and his mom picks up. He was at the mall. So I just made Michelle’s vegan bracelet and fixed my brother’s pucca bracelet. It was all-good then Dk called and we talked for a while. I didn’t know Ricardo was living with him. But anyways Ricardo broke the cd I burned for Dk I was like mad because I was like Why couldn’t he rip that note, Omg I hate that note and that cd why couldn’t he rip up both. I’m so embarrassed. But I’m making him a new one and it would be better.   :)   He likes cuddling too. I’m happy that he likes cuddling because he doesn’ t know that I like to cuddle he actually thinks I hate cuddling shh.. no one tell muahhahahaha. Gosh I feel so giddy. Lol well anyways I need a life lol. Post more later because it's like 1 already and i need to cuddle.
~VL        

Date:	2004-07-15 22:20
Subject:	Chocolate& cigarettes
Security:	Public
Mood:	crushed
Music:	The Get Up Kids~

Twistee treats with michelle.
Stalker at the mall who turned out to be completey psycho on saturday because after one week he told his girlfriend he loved her.
Olive garden and t-shirt buying for 5 bucks on tuesday.
and getting mad at someone because he's a complete ass: priceless.

sorry about the lateness *muah*

~VL

Date:	2004-07-06 22:51
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	depressed
Music:	The All American Rejects

Angry and Gone and the list goes on and on..


 .:cries the fucking ocean:. Yea  I went to the mall to say goodbye to RACHAEL before she moves  to Texas -  omg I’m going to miss her like bad.  Like when I was leaving the mall I started crying like so bad. * Cries * GOODNESS..
Well lets start from the beginning. Okay I tried to wake up early so we could go to the bank early but unsuccessfully did that. So I woke up late looking like a mess and I went to Michelle’s to wake her ass up. I banged on her window until she woke up. Then we went to the mall. I was walking out and I saw Brian so I  ran up to him and jumped-hugged him. Then we walked inside and heard Diana calling out my name. Then Rach and Lauren came. I introduced everybody then we went to Old Navy. Rach bought  new flip flops. Then we walked to Victoria Secret to get the panties. WE GOT em’! They’re so CUTE! THANK YOU RACHAEL!!! Then saw Travis and like went off to eat lunch. I got bourban chicken or something. They lady started a “conversation” with me because I was Laos. It was funny. They paid so much attention to us though. It was great.  Then we went to Spencers.
Then Hot Topics. Then Wet Seal then to FYE and started singing KAREOKE!!! Then like went to take pictures. And it’s posted below.  The third picture Brian has his hand on my head.   Anyways after that we went to drop off Piana to her car and junk. We headed to the foodcourt and I talked to Rach-Brian-Lauren. I hugged Rach  never wanting  to let her go and then everybody   “orgy hugged”.
Anyways I was walking out to my car and sister pointed out Brian’s car and I was like lets leave him a note! So I did and I wrote “ Hey Brian G. You PARKED  BY US! TTYL <3 ANNIE”
Then got in the car and started thinking then crying knowing that it won’t be the same without Rach being here.
MISS YOU RACH!


VL
MISS YA RACH~

Date:	2004-07-05 21:10
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	weird
Music:	mxpx- American Hi-fi

Bitching and moaning. . . . .
`Omg I’m bitching about nothing, isn’t that great? Yea I guess.. but today was a “uhhh” day. Like all I did was like watch television and took showers like 5 showers I think.. but like I tried to call some people but they didn’t answer. I feel desperate. Goodness I feel crappy.
yea okay  Michelle invited me to go to the beach in Sarasota.But i didn't go.
Oh i forgot like yesterday like after the firework display michelle was asking her mom about "mary jane" and if she ever smoked it and she was like "No, but i cooked it with chicken" and we were like "was it good?" and she was like "yea you should try it" then she started going off about how she has a whole garden full. it was great : ) 


VL
We wiLL MISS Ya Rachael Leigh M.!!!!

Date:	2004-07-04 23:23
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	geeky
Music:	Coheed and Cambria - Fall Out boy

Happy  4^th of  July

Happy 4^th of July everyone.
well today I I got up at like 1? And watched the Wimbeldon.. Sucks that Andy Roddick lost..he’s like super fine and really good at tennis. I mean I’ll let him teach me how to play tennis anytime. Lol Anyways I thought I was going to the beach with Ann but didn’t instead I went with Ek to tiger stadium and watched the fireworks display there. It was beautiful I wished I was someone special snuggling or something. It was major fun after it was over we were stuck in a traffic jam for like an hour. We kept on saying hi-and happy 4^th of July to everyone that passed by. Then we got to this car it was a Toyota Matrix with Josh’s brother –Josh- Ghimel- and this kid with curly hair w/ glasses. Yea it was great had a great conversation with them as traffic started to go slow. Heheh. Anyways came back to my house and set off miniture bottle rockets. It was so excitingß sarcastic way.
Rachael we’ll miss you!

Date:	2004-07-03 17:25
Subject:	Rainy day *-*
Security:	Public
Mood:	groggy
Music:	Johnny quest thinks we're sellout- Less than Jake

Rainy Day  number 2

-So it’s raining again…and this fucking computer is taking forever to fucking load a fucking webpage. Isn’t that great?
But anyways Tuesday at the mall. It’s like going to be fun we’re getting panties! All thanks to Rach she’s so awesome.
wow I have nothing else to right about what a boring life I live. I’m here typing about the future about how I’m getting free panties. Guess you can tell what kind of summer I’m having. Lol ,just kidding. I like spending time with friends because they’re so awesome. That’s why I’m writing about them  : ) 
Anywyas- I set my alarm clock for 6 o’clock in the morning to go to Orlando. So of course my trusty alarm clock did go off the time I set it for. I woke up then woke up my dad then went back to sleep. I didn’t go to Orlando but woke up at 1 to fireworks being set off. I mean YOU FUCKERS BETTER STOP I KNOW IT’S EXCITING TO GET YOU FUCKING ARM BLOWN OFF BUT CAN’T YOU WAIT 1 MORE FUCKING DAY. I like fireworks but not 1 o’clock in the fucking afternoon. Oh yea I have bottle rockets. YAY! Don’t know where to set them off.  For fourth of July I was invited to go to the beach with Ann but I don’t think I can go . Also I was invited by Bobby to go to Clearwater beaches and sit on the docks to go watch the firework displays together.   

:  )
But anyways I’m bored.

VL